NARCISSUS's Blog (10)

The darkness inside of me is growing, something is trying to make itself be known. I can feal his presence and hear his voice whenever I’m in the zone. He makes me feel powerful and unstoppable; truly untouchable. It’s often a struggle to keep him assauged when he cries for blood, in truth he is my one and only true bud, he is with me where I ever go he’s a constant companion, he and I are compadres for life. His is the voice that says. “I’m skinny but wirey and I also pack a mean punch. Like Su… Continue

To be misunderstood is a crushing thing. There arent words to describe the feeling when you try to be heard, but others cut you down with their dagger tongues. I know alot of people dont like morbid, but my question to you is why? It's obvious to me that he's just misunderstood and it gets to him that noone gets him. It's obvious to me, because I know what it is to be misunderstood. Morbid is a nice guy if you were able to understand him you would see that and because you dont understand him, or… Continue

This is a piece on how the mundanes, the homo hubris differ from those who are intuned, or have an empathy with Nature, or Life using a side by side comparison of each from a certain idea(ology), or way of looking at the same thing, which in this case is called Life. Mundanes depend on Life being interpreted to them by mediators, or midlle men. These middlemen's words and deeds are an enslaving thing to the mundanes. They make these middlemen their priests and kings, whose words are unquestionin… Continue

im going to get straight to the point with this my break down of the occult, i'll begin by saying there are indeed forces within nature that are obscure/arcane that as lavey said neither science nor religion has an explanation for. these are the forces that is represented by satan. that being said let me say that one of the things that science and religion cant explain is that which is known as the occult sciences, dealing with the power of the mind. when you look beyond the idea of changing the… Continue

Comment by Evil Swerve On 1 day ago Now is That Vagina or Bugina as they case may be LMFAO Comment by DARK SOLDIER 1 day ago lol, whichever you prefer Comment by Evil Swerve On 1 day ago i was asking you doofus are you on meds your writings pretty irratic Comment by DARK SOLDIER 1 day ago wow, i didnt know that the question of vagina or bugina had a hidden question contained within it. no, im not on meds, but i'm sure you have some you can share? above are comments by and my replies to one call… Continue

now, im not a member of wsa,but they reflect me/i reflect them...essentially, so to attack them is to essentially attack me. this is a group that's prone to have haters. why is that? well, a recent attack has prompted me to do a little research on this sibling rivalry, so i went forth following certain threads and what not leading me to 2 distinct individuals, but this hating begins more or less with one individual. im not saying his name becuase 352ers know to whom im refering what's more he se… Continue

in the name of satan who rules the world and who is the beast within my innermost being. i accept and embrace that i am an animal among many. as an animal i embrace my instincts of self love and value, bearing my fangs and claws to any who would come against me, triumphing over those that pose a threat to my peace and security. i am a man, but above all i am animal. hail satan. Continue

let me just preface this by saying alot of people in the satanic community are plagued with as much descrepincies as anyone of a more rhp,meaning they are just as prone to arguing that my path is the right one while yours is the wrong one and if you dont agree with me...well, you get the idea. these diffrent groups see satan in ways that range from a "perverted misnomer " of an ancient egyption deity, to seeing satan as misunderstood extraterrestial, to an even more traditional view meaning sata… Continue

i had just gotten a little inspiration to write this. awhile back i had read a peice on satanic chanting by a traditional satanist, as a traditional he was saying how chanting satan's name can foster a personal relationship with satan. in effect causing one to become identified with satan, albeit as a sentient being,coming from a more modern,laveyan/philosophical perspective i agree with this to a point,namely chanting satan's name do get you in touch with satan, but on realistic stance. chantin… Continue

To be misunderstood is a crushing thing. There arent words to describe the feeling when you try to be heard, but others cut you down with their dagger tongues. I know alot of people dont like morbid, but my question to you is why? It's obvious to me that he's just misunderstood and it gets to him that noone gets him. It's obvious to me, because I know what it is to be misunderstood. Morbid is a nice guy if you were able to understand him you would see that and because you dont understand him, or… Continue