The Shadowborne Experiment
There are no words to describe my extreme disappointment in this whole thing. Allow me to explain:
About two months ago, a jew I work with starts pumping me for info on Satanism asking me what he has to do to dedicate. I give him the JoS webpage and tell him everything he needs to know is there. He reads it and likes what it says and decided to dedicate. In doing so I turn him on his own blood and call it a victory (or voctory, as I misspelled it) and like a fool said he was accepted by Satan in a JoS forum before I fully realized what was really going on (subsequently getting banned from that forum and being labeled an infiltrator and jew sympathizer).
He was, but not for the same reason that gentiles are, and I was granted a front row seat to one of the most humourous religious debacles in recent history. Let me start at the beginning.
In late 2008 a question is fielded in the JoS main forum prior to its being hacked. The question was, "What happens if a jew attempts to dedicate to Satan?". Nobody, myself included, knew the answer to this because quite frankly something like this had never happened. So the answers ranged from, "Probably nothing", the honest "I have no idea", and my favourite "I dunno... maybe his head will explode or something?". As this question was never answered, it got filed away in the back of my mind as a nagging question I wanted the answer to.
February of 2009. This guy starts hitting me up for the info, and I keep blowing him off telling him that I can't discuss it at work under pain of loosing my job (no joke). But each time he asks, I hear a voice I have never heard before say, "Tell him what he wants to know - help him out. Show him." I dismiss the voice assuming it's an angel trying to trip me up, but for a month he keeps on me and the voice becomes more insistant and adamant that I point this kid in the right direction. So I finally write down the URL for the Joy of Satan, tell the kid that everything he needs is on this webpage, and call the whole thing done. Two weeks later, he tells me he dedicated and I can see him glowing like we each did when we dedicated - I can't see auras, but I can see his. I now know why, it was to get my attention. It was like I was being told "Keep watching Shadowborne, this is going to get good".
Within a week, a day after I was banned, I began to notice subtle changes in this kid. He started looking like he wasn't sleeping well, and the he started looking like he wasn't sleeping at all. He was looking haggard and exhausted and when I stood near him, I could feel the energy pouring out of him. The earth itself was sucking the life out of this bastard and he was too fucking proud to realize it because he had Professor Shadowborne to turn to and nothing was going to slow him down. The voice that had egged me on, kept telling me to keep watching and pay attention. What I was about to see was important. I also learned the identity of this voice, Thoth. He was helping pull the most viscious prank anyone has ever seen and was helping me to get the answer to the question I had filed away in October/November of 2008.
By the end of two weeks, he was beginning to chatter incessantly and babble on to - nobody. He wasn't sleeping at all, could barely eat, and could hardly function. The more he meditated, the worse it got - and if he did a ceremony, oh shit! The next day he looked like he got stomped like a narc at a biker's rally. But he kept on going because the "Professor" told him that he had to keep pushing through the barriers that were holding him back and that everyone went through the same thing and that they came out stronger and he would come out of it stronger too, but he had to be patient.
He dismissed his guardian angel who promptly came gunning for me in retaliation and who was promptly destroyed in the attempt (got inside it's head and talked it into submission before destroying it). With nothing left to defend him, the little jew slid down the downward spiral even quicker than before as I stood by watching his mind unravel as the power he sought began drive him insane. His family fears him, their animals avoid him, people look at him like he's the world's biggest poser and he is teetering dangerously close to loosing what little sanity he has left - assuming he doesn't suicide first as he has a history of mental instability.
So why am I disappointed? Yesterday I hear that he is going to pack it up and quit trying to be a Satanist. This experiment cost me much, and I am not going to get to see it concluded. I wanted to see how long before it killed him, and now I may never know. I got banned from a forum I loved contributing to, I ruined my reputation and good name among my comerades in arms, I have lost so much face that I will never regain all that I have lost - and this son of a bitch has the balls to cut and run on me, the inconsiderate bastard! He could of at least had a mental breakdown or something to make everything I gave up worth it, but no, he had to drop out before it happened. Perhaps a word or two is in order to keep him on track - somebody needs to die to cheer me up and make me feel better about this whole fiasco.
So, what does happen when a jew dedicates?
They open up just like gentiles do, but only so that they can be destroyed by the same things we use to make us stronger. The Joy of Satan posts this information where anyone can get to it. Anyone can use it, but only we can benefit from it because we are the true children of our Father while the jews are but pale reflections of human beings.
Hail Satan!!
A. Shadowborne
About two months ago, a jew I work with starts pumping me for info on Satanism asking me what he has to do to dedicate. I give him the JoS webpage and tell him everything he needs to know is there. He reads it and likes what it says and decided to dedicate. In doing so I turn him on his own blood and call it a victory (or voctory, as I misspelled it) and like a fool said he was accepted by Satan in a JoS forum before I fully realized what was really going on (subsequently getting banned from that forum and being labeled an infiltrator and jew sympathizer).
He was, but not for the same reason that gentiles are, and I was granted a front row seat to one of the most humourous religious debacles in recent history. Let me start at the beginning.
In late 2008 a question is fielded in the JoS main forum prior to its being hacked. The question was, "What happens if a jew attempts to dedicate to Satan?". Nobody, myself included, knew the answer to this because quite frankly something like this had never happened. So the answers ranged from, "Probably nothing", the honest "I have no idea", and my favourite "I dunno... maybe his head will explode or something?". As this question was never answered, it got filed away in the back of my mind as a nagging question I wanted the answer to.
February of 2009. This guy starts hitting me up for the info, and I keep blowing him off telling him that I can't discuss it at work under pain of loosing my job (no joke). But each time he asks, I hear a voice I have never heard before say, "Tell him what he wants to know - help him out. Show him." I dismiss the voice assuming it's an angel trying to trip me up, but for a month he keeps on me and the voice becomes more insistant and adamant that I point this kid in the right direction. So I finally write down the URL for the Joy of Satan, tell the kid that everything he needs is on this webpage, and call the whole thing done. Two weeks later, he tells me he dedicated and I can see him glowing like we each did when we dedicated - I can't see auras, but I can see his. I now know why, it was to get my attention. It was like I was being told "Keep watching Shadowborne, this is going to get good".
Within a week, a day after I was banned, I began to notice subtle changes in this kid. He started looking like he wasn't sleeping well, and the he started looking like he wasn't sleeping at all. He was looking haggard and exhausted and when I stood near him, I could feel the energy pouring out of him. The earth itself was sucking the life out of this bastard and he was too fucking proud to realize it because he had Professor Shadowborne to turn to and nothing was going to slow him down. The voice that had egged me on, kept telling me to keep watching and pay attention. What I was about to see was important. I also learned the identity of this voice, Thoth. He was helping pull the most viscious prank anyone has ever seen and was helping me to get the answer to the question I had filed away in October/November of 2008.
By the end of two weeks, he was beginning to chatter incessantly and babble on to - nobody. He wasn't sleeping at all, could barely eat, and could hardly function. The more he meditated, the worse it got - and if he did a ceremony, oh shit! The next day he looked like he got stomped like a narc at a biker's rally. But he kept on going because the "Professor" told him that he had to keep pushing through the barriers that were holding him back and that everyone went through the same thing and that they came out stronger and he would come out of it stronger too, but he had to be patient.
He dismissed his guardian angel who promptly came gunning for me in retaliation and who was promptly destroyed in the attempt (got inside it's head and talked it into submission before destroying it). With nothing left to defend him, the little jew slid down the downward spiral even quicker than before as I stood by watching his mind unravel as the power he sought began drive him insane. His family fears him, their animals avoid him, people look at him like he's the world's biggest poser and he is teetering dangerously close to loosing what little sanity he has left - assuming he doesn't suicide first as he has a history of mental instability.
So why am I disappointed? Yesterday I hear that he is going to pack it up and quit trying to be a Satanist. This experiment cost me much, and I am not going to get to see it concluded. I wanted to see how long before it killed him, and now I may never know. I got banned from a forum I loved contributing to, I ruined my reputation and good name among my comerades in arms, I have lost so much face that I will never regain all that I have lost - and this son of a bitch has the balls to cut and run on me, the inconsiderate bastard! He could of at least had a mental breakdown or something to make everything I gave up worth it, but no, he had to drop out before it happened. Perhaps a word or two is in order to keep him on track - somebody needs to die to cheer me up and make me feel better about this whole fiasco.
So, what does happen when a jew dedicates?
They open up just like gentiles do, but only so that they can be destroyed by the same things we use to make us stronger. The Joy of Satan posts this information where anyone can get to it. Anyone can use it, but only we can benefit from it because we are the true children of our Father while the jews are but pale reflections of human beings.
Hail Satan!!
A. Shadowborne
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Permalink Reply by Elspyth Abendroth on -
I lol'd my butt off. I wish I could read more of Thoth's antics. Cheers to you, Professor, and to Thoth as well.
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