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It seems that I am attracted and repulsed at the same time when it comes to women. Outwardly I am attracted to beauty just like any other man and usually it's enough for men to fuck her. There are so many things that turn me off about women my age. Bisexuality, drug usage, alcohol abuse, lack of moral convictions, mental instability, lack of respect for one's body, exposing too much skin, and any underlying psychological issues that would keep me from enjoying her company.

Most men can shut these things off and do the deed with anyone, even amputees and morbidly obese women, but I am incapable of this. I like to look at women but I don't appreciate their supposed "free spirits" (another word for floozie, slut, and promiscuous), I don't appreciate women that don't appreciate themselves. This has some Satanic merit in the realm of "self love". How am I supposed to be attracted to someone with so many negative qualities? How am I supposed to be attracted to someone that has no love for themselves?

We live in a world where women are slowly losing not only respect for themselves, but are losing respect for men. I can see why. Men are just as fucked up as women are. I'm slowly losing hope in humanity, and losing hope that future families will actually raise respectable women. I wasn't the most respectable man in the past, but I learn from my mistakes and turn them into good things. Everyone around me is losing touch with what makes people respectable and decent human beings. No one respects people that don't respect themselves...

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I was reading through some of the topics posted in the Forum,when I came across
this particular posting.

After reading it I found myself a tad annoyed and insulted by it's commentary.Also I read through several of the
replies to which I agreed with for the most part.

First, the reason for the annoyance was,you also commented on another topic about being "out" about
being a Satanist. Not only that you had disavowed yourself from Satanism but that you now look
down upon others that still are.Strongly implying we all try to wear "the bad boy badge".Not to mention
that you did this because you became irritated for people asking you about your beliefs?
That was my first clue something wasnt quite kosher!

Secondly, once I read this new post of yours I was not only insulted as a woman but also it became
quite obvious that you hate women for the most part.Your generalizations and comparisons were
ugly and crude. You not only insulted women generally you insulted the disabled and the heavyset women.
Then once again you insult Satanists by saying because we are Satanic women we do not appreciate
nor love ourselves! After you once being a Satanist yourself should know that is untrue or apparently
you didn't know that much about being a Satanist or women period.

You speak of others underlying psychological issues? I was stunned when you grouped Bisexuality in with
such things as drug and alcohol abuse,lack of moral convictions,and mental instability!
What does ones sexual preference have to do with any of those things? Nothing!
I believe YOU have some serious issues that may require some counseling.

You kept speaking of yourself as attractive,keep yourself in good physical shape etc.
Will there's more to it then just the outward that matters. Like a personality,like being a
approachable, and interesting. All you've managed to do is look judgmental of almost
every group I could think of but also being paranoid. Show others respect and you might find
you getting some in return.

According to you if a woman is secure in her sexuality shes somehow diminished herself as a
human being and I quote, " a slut, floozie,or being promiscuous! I have to tell you that does come off
quite chauvinistic. You say todays women have lost their morality and how things have changed
so much. Well they havent changed except for now it's just more out in the open.

You've accomplished to degrade and insult several groups of people by YOUR lack of respect towards
everyone else. You havent learned from your mistakes, you blame everyone else for them!
You stated,"everyone around me is losing touch with what makes people respectable".
Maybe you should change who you choose to have around you! Remember birds of a feather
flock together!

Good Luck in your future endeavors.
thanks for the reply paulina! If you're offended by what I said then the chances of me considering you a worth while person to be around are next to none. I require some level of admiration to be present in all of my social dealings, especially with women. I will not take mediocre, stereotypical, women for anything but face value. When you cheapen your worth in lieu of power over men and jealous women, solely for the purpose of appearing useful, you diminish your true worth viewed from the eyes of respectable members of our community. I am a respectable man. I don't poison my body, I exercise, I am a student, a brother, a son, and the best friend anyone could ever ask for, so your half assed assumptions of my character won't even be taken into consideration. Anyone that knows me would associate me with such words as catalyst, genuine, charismatic, approachable, intelligent, respectable, hard working, attractive, physically fit, etc...ad infinitum. This discussion was intended to offend people that fall into these mindless categories and to make it painfully obvious that if you do, you are not the type of person I would associate with, much less give the luxury of calling them my woman. Please read Social Elitism for further examples of how we should all strive to keep intelligent, strong company and not settle for less.

I thought about counseling but it would be useless because I don't view myself as mediocre. If I viewed myself as someone with as many flaws as the next person it would be helpful, but then I had an epiphany that I am in fact a very intelligent man with an overabundance of wonderful things to share with a good woman. Key word "good" woman, as they do not exist in this decaying society any more. There really isn't anything left to the imagination about women any more.There is nothing further to understand or contemplate about. You think it's your body and can fuck whomever you want. I think your body is a work of art and should be admired by a man of integrity and worth, but I also think that such admirers should be screened to ascertain whether or not they are of suitable stock. I am not an equal opportunity lover, I do not fall in love. I enter into it gracefully like any non-impulsive person would do. And I most definitely do not go for the first hooker that bats her eye lashes at me. Takes a whole lot more character, drive, intelligence, perseverance, will power, and reservedness to be someone worthy of any kind of admiration.

Your saying is true that like people will flock to others like them, this is why the company I keep is outstanding. You should ask my friends what they think of me instead of trying to make yourself seem to know something ;)
the whole being annoyed with having to tell people shit they can read in books is a perfectly understandable one. If there is a book for everything and you did not understand something, then the natural reaction would be to read abut it. When someone comes up to you and asks you why you have that pentagram tattooed on your forearm it leads me to question their interests, as they obviously do not find religion or philosophy interesting enough to do their own research. You're aiding someone else's stupidity by indulging them in things they do not find interesting in the first place. And the chances of you exchanging words with an idiot are very high indeed! Satanic women for the most part are just like any other woman from my experience, the only thing that's different is your world philosophy. I however transcend all stereotypes.

As for the respect issue of all people please re-read the satanic bible..."Kindness to those that deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates..." bet you can't guess who i consider the ingrates?

IT was my choice to proclaim myself satanist while you were still in your wet nappies and my pentagram tattooed on my back do not have to be shown to any one.
I am in a satanist site and I presume I can show it if I want to do so ! """at least I can make a ritual without pentragram (jock on myself)."""
furthermore I speak to no one, specially to people without interest which thinks of me as a demonic witch who comes out straight from hell !
My family does not understand me and I do not try to explain my way of life to people. but in no way, I will loose my circle of acquaintances because of a diviant spiritual phylosophy as long as they are intelligeant enough to respect me.
you are having a fear to be distracted by an attractive and simple woman who will take you away naturally by her love of the phylosophy laveyan! I wish I could see you in 15 years then you will be able to talk !
in other terms, your disorder about young ladies is certainly a fear of the unknown !!! and you do not take time to discover an angel in love with you, being all ready in love with youself ! Hail ! satan !
LOL! There is no one worthy of consideration that is "in love with me". I don't get out much. I'm a bit of a shut in.
also, it is not a fear of young ladies, it is a disgust and contempt for their behavior. There is a world of difference there. Can't be attracted to someone I despise.
well it is your choice! nothing to talk about then ! I meet you in many years to see what happened of your life ? I would be very curious !

sorry I meant if it is the way you feel ! what's left for you appart from accepting the way you are ! ans still be true and honest with youself !
uhmm what are you going on about?
Your inane babbling bores me.

good luck
The clarification is there, perhaps you are too feeble minded to comprehend it...

please accept my apology paulina ! as I am new one this site ! I saw you on my page at first, I reacted to quick !
Courtesy of DW...

"I have decided after you totally disrespected one of my best friends ever that you are a huge asshole and I'm leaving this site..mostly because of your endless self absorbed ramblings..you really need fucking help dickweed..I suggest a high caliber gun to sharpen the blow and make it quicker..go out with a bang because prison taught you nothing except that your hand is all you will ever have..and BTW you are a very ugly person..inside and out..you think you are good looking but your pics show a different story and I see a self hating, ugly, unattractive asshole who's only goal in life is to be something he can never be.. good luck with your goals in hating yourself..looks like you are very successful..you are a fucking monster not only to the rest of us but yourself as well..a real frankenstein!..worthless,ugly,piece of shit!..you need to be in prison!"

This is of course after she basically apologizes for stabbing me in the back. Weird huh?
Like Jay Z says, "You don't like what I say press fast forward." It's interesting how cunts defend cunts on this site and upstanding citizens like myself get called every filthy name in the book. Look, I hate to break it to ya but I don't have to like what everyone does and I'll be goddamned if I don't let you know that I despise what you fucking broads are doing. There are real men left on the planet that wouldn't take you home to mom because you're just another fist to jack off with. If I can't respect you, what makes you think that my family or friends will respect you? Waste of a real man's time...

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