The Laws Of Attraction....

[Mister_Six]

It seems that I am attracted and repulsed at the same time when it comes to women. Outwardly I am attracted to beauty just like any other man and usually it's enough for men to fuck her. There are so many things that turn me off about women my age. Bisexuality, drug usage, alcohol abuse, lack of moral convictions, mental instability, lack of respect for one's body, exposing too much skin, and any underlying psychological issues that would keep me from enjoying her company.

Most men can shut these things off and do the deed with anyone, even amputees and morbidly obese women, but I am incapable of this. I like to look at women but I don't appreciate their supposed "free spirits" (another word for floozie, slut, and promiscuous), I don't appreciate women that don't appreciate themselves. This has some Satanic merit in the realm of "self love". How am I supposed to be attracted to someone with so many negative qualities? How am I supposed to be attracted to someone that has no love for themselves?

We live in a world where women are slowly losing not only respect for themselves, but are losing respect for men. I can see why. Men are just as fucked up as women are. I'm slowly losing hope in humanity, and losing hope that future families will actually raise respectable women. I wasn't the most respectable man in the past, but I learn from my mistakes and turn them into good things. Everyone around me is losing touch with what makes people respectable and decent human beings. No one respects people that don't respect themselves...

[Mister_Six]

Ana, thanks for your reply as it gives me better insight to your character, and the character of perhaps other women that feel the same way you do. I do not create these monsters, your society that you live in created these monsters. They are products of lose morals and decadence, I will even venture into saying that it is due to women's liberation that modern women have lost all respect for themselves and their male counterparts. Does it show that you respect your body when you treat it so badly? Does it show your respect for rape victims when you wear sexually enticing clothing? Does it prove that you have even a glimmer of confidence when you feed off of others sexually charged perception of you? I must admit that you are a very successful Witch by Satanic standards, but you have not yet explored your psychological justification for the things you do. You live in a world where it's okay for 12 year old GIRLS, not women, but girls to wear "booty shorts"! And they wonder why dirty old men are hitting on them in the mall!

You do have an intellect like a razor, in fact, it's next to impossible to put you into any corner. You are easy to box into stereotypes though which is your downfall. You're a pretty face, in a sea of pretty faces. Bright, charismatic, confident, alluring, but almost cookie cutter in the sense that you act like every girl your age. We expect you to not understand these things, trial and error will be your guide until your are out of your "genital rebellion" stage as Aden Aphelia would deem your progression. Sex is not nearly as important as you make it out to be, in fact it is probably bordering on a compulsion at this point. I looked through your pictures and was appalled by what I thought to be an "artistic" nude of yourself. Keeping your clothes on makes often times a much more valuable and respectable statement than displaying yourself in a derogatory fashion. You are SUPER bright Ana, you have much to offer the world that has absolutely nothing in common with sex. You are putting too much value in something that is ultimately meaningless. And by meaningless I mean the value YOU have attached to it. You have successfully made sex worthless by your ambivalent attitude. You are not only degrading yourself, but you're making it harder for good men like me to be happy with the world around him. You will be emulated at some point by little girls with daddy/repression issues, thus causing the whole cycle to repeat itself ad nauseum. You will be treated as an object which you so wrongly accused me of doing. I view women as so much more. If I viewed them as objects, I would not attach such monumental value to women. I would be content being another swinging dick, ear fucking women till one put out. You mistake my words as coming from a fool. I am no armchair philosopher, my theories are tested and by deductive logic true.

Your analogies to xtian morals are amusing. They are deluded though. Most worthwhile human beings on this planet will agree with me that you cheapen life. They are not all xtian, in fact some are Satanists as we've seen from the responses. Just because a religion had an idea does not make it mutually exclusive. Your society places too much value on sex and violence, yes both are natural, but neither should be championed. It is irrelevant what your orientation is or how many men you can beat up, or how many wars your father fought in. What truly matters is what are you contributing to the progression of your species? Have you noticed that the movers of the world have all been intellectuals and artists? When in history has anything been pioneered by people preoccupied with trivialities? Real pioneers have "sublimated" their desires with productive and/or artistic endeavours. I take all of my desire, lust, and carnal being and apply it to becoming the best man I can possibly be. I waste no time in matters of the flesh because in the society I live in, matters of the flesh are meaningless. Given meaning only by a select few. Cheapened to the point of it being mass marketed. Sex and Death are the only things on people's minds because they are simpletons, they do not grasp the depth at which great minds operate.

[Ana, Daughter of Lilith]

Oh, Mister Six, what a capacity you have for sweeping generalisation, sweeping generalisation…and limitless self-pity. I’m sorry; I’ve wounded you: that much is obvious, though it was not my intention. Yes, I confess it; I do find your bleating tiresome; it makes you sound just so old. I actually did not make sex out to be all that important; just a dimension of my experience, of the experience of most people, excepting you, of course. I certainly do not live in the ‘society’ you conceive in your nightmare of abstractions. Anyway, I don’t intend to rebut your arguments point by point; no purpose would be served, other than to make you even unhappier than you are already. I genuinely wish you well, and sincerely hope that a woman will drop out of the realm of Platonic forms, conceived just for you. Let me just leave you with a poem, one of my favourites, something for you to ponder on. It’s called High Windows.

When I see a couple of kids
And guess he's fucking her and she's
Taking pills or wearing a diaphragm,
I know this is paradise

Everyone old has dreamed of all their lives--
Bonds and gestures pushed to one side
Like an outdated combine harvester,
And everyone young going down the long slide

To happiness, endlessly. I wonder if
Anyone looked at me, forty years back,
And thought, That'll be the life;
No God any more, or sweating in the dark

About hell and that, or having to hide
What you think of the priest. He
And his lot will all go down the long slide
Like free bloody birds. And immediately

Rather than words comes the thought of high windows:
The sun-comprehending glass,
And beyond it, the deep blue air, that shows
Nothing, and is nowhere, and is endless.

[Mister_Six]

LOL! I do feel beyond my years. Weird poem, but good. Thanks for being genuine Ana, that I do appreciate in you.

[Ana, Daughter of Lilith]

All's well that ends well. :-) Here is another Larkin poem for you, From the same collection as High Windows. It's called This Be the Verse.

They fuck you up, your mum and dad.
They may not mean to, but they do.
They fill you with the faults they had
And add some extra, just for you.

But they were fucked up in their turn
By fools in old-style hats and coats,
Who half the time were soppy-stern
And half at one another's throats.

Man hands on misery to man.
It deepens like a coastal shelf.
Get out as early as you can,
And don't have any kids yourself.

[Leo-Gonzo Satanist]

You are free to judge, However do not condem people for living as they choose. Being older, I know of which you speak. Behavior of young women and men has changed over the years and that's that with that. I don't like it any more than you do but it is what it is.However, people of quality are out there. You just have to sift through the dross to get to the gold. I do not envy your task. I'm glad I'm on this side of the gate.
You have a high standard for a mate. That's fine and good. It is going to make your job difficult, but not impossible. The payoff will no doubt be more the better for the effort. Happy Hunting!

[Slackmaster Sinner]

First off relationships arent all that its about. We each differ in our sexual drive. You desire them enough to be bothered by there absence yet are disturbed by others getting theirs. Sex is to you what it is, dont change because you see others. I was monogamous for 25 years and it was good. Ive been polyamorous for 3 years and it is good. I changed not the world. Be true to yourself, if you desire a chaste women go for it, just dont get pissed when the sex isnt there. If you desire a wilder time find a wild women. experiment and figure it out and go after what you like not what you think you need.

[NARCISSUS]

Well said buddy. I dont think women will ever improve, they'll just continue on that downward spiral of degradation. Women along with humanity in general are a hopeless cause. Women have lost their place thanx to feminazis & their whoreish -emasculating ideology. Women & people have a desperate need for attention. Not to mention they're self loathing & down right dispicable lil creatures that are completely hopeless.

[Ana, Daughter of Lilith]

Oh isn't this so true. Oh, how I love that whoreish-emasculating ideology! Dear, dear; so much hate, so much negativity so much misogyny; or is it misanthropy, or is it narcissism, in the sense that I love me and I hate everyone else; or is it just the most basic forms of sycophancy? So much to chose from, is there not? Alas, never mind; I'm just another one of those 'despicable lil creatures that are completely hopeless.' :-))

[Shiva]

Nah we need more of you. I think the world would be a better place if we had more love aka sexual love ahahah. How can you want to start wars and blow up shit if getting alot of loving. Right Ana

[Ana, Daughter of Lilith]

You bet, Shiva!

[Anthony]

yeah we need more people like you ana! Personally I think Mister Six is VERY Christian! Mister Six the christians would LOVE you! LOL I think we MOST definately need more people that are sexuallly or whatever you wanna put it Ana I salute you! HS!

[Ana, Daughter of Lilith]

I salute you back, Kaa. :-)